两年可以做很多事情。两年里，我做了两件事。结果，都没有结果。

    我是一个很传统的人，希望有因有果，但是看来有些事情是没有结果的啦。本来今天心情还不坏，看了书为CFA准备，写了文章准备明天去拍领导马屁，今天她的消息让我很难受。还记得，一起陪我面试，建行，工行还有些什么乱七八糟的。现在已经不重要了？

    也许这两年真的就是白费了，忘了更好，但是明天依旧还要去拍领导马屁，对打我小报告的人点头哈腰叫姐，身上几十万的负债，当牛做马的干活，我tmd，真的有点难过。

three little birds, sat on my window.
and they told me i don't need to worry.
summer came like cinnamon
so sweet,
little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
the more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
oh, don't you hesitate.

girl, put your records on, tell me your favorite song
you go ahead, let your hair down
sapphire and faded jeans, i hope you get your dreams,
just go ahead, let your hair down.

you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

blue as the sky, somber and lonely,
sipping tea in the bar by the road side,
(just relax, just relax)
don't you let those other boys fool you,
gotta love that afro hairdo.

maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
the more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
don't you think it's strange?

girl, put your records on, tell me your favorite song
you go ahead, let your hair down
sapphire and faded jeans, i hope you get your dreams,
just go ahead, let your hair down.

you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

just more than i could take, pity for pity's sake
some nights kept me awake, i thought that i was stronger
when you gonna realize, that you don't even have to try any longer.
do what you want to.

girl, put your records on, tell me your favorite song
you go ahead, let your hair down
sapphire and faded jeans, i hope you get your dreams,
just go ahead, let your hair down.

girl, put your records on, tell me your favorite song
you go ahead, let your hair down
sapphire and faded jeans, i hope you get your dreams,
just go ahead, let your hair down.

oh, you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow

人活几十年，郁闷也是死，快乐也是死，为什么要郁闷？

Busy for living，or busy for death？

Good question。